The issue

I don't get it,
my brain gets it even less.
You would think
an emotion is pretty clear,
it's message straight
forward,
you know what to do,
you know to endure,
know to work it out
in detail,
no doubt
about your way
forward.
Through time,
and through change ,
you've learned
to adapt,
to attract
a different vibe
to challenge your sight
and to see reason,
where only pain
should be visible
but in the end
even you
have to see,
that even the visible
can hide
a lie
so dangerous
that it might break
you.
Behind the temporary pain
and the hurtful wound
of truth,
lies an even deeper grief
and you understand,
eventually,
that even in the despised emotion
of anger
lies a truth,
(loose as it may be)
that you need to use,
if you don't wanna fight
the current and the flow
of all
at the same time.
Anger might not solve everything,
but it sure as hell
holds answers
that will erradicate
walls.
Outside
or
inside.
Who cares,
as long as it breaks down
and you can build it up...
again -

I scream ....