Chaste vs non-chaste personality
[I've decided to write in English to better express myself. Apologies to those who would prefer German.]I would like to know if anyone else has a similar experience as me.
I have long found orgasm to be draining. It leaves me unhappy and drained of energy. It also leads to bad thought paths e.g destructive paths towards my relationships. As a result, I have regularly tried to orgasm less and have found that to be helpful. (I've also had my hormones checked at the doctors.) Sometimes I think my experience is because I am transgender.
I'd be interested to hear if other people prefer their chaste selves or can relate to my experience at all.