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A tribute

*****2go Frau
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A tribute
Ich möchte hier nun 1-2 meiner Texte posten, die ich für den Menschen geschrieben habe, der lange mein Leben berührt/ bestimmt hat.
Sie sagen einfach so viel darüber aus wer ich war und wer ich geworden bin, dass ich sie gerne mal zeigen würde. (sollte das hier der falsche Ort dazu sein, sagt mir bitte Bescheid, Danke)


Too close to distance

My walls are tumbling
they are crashing down around me
Close to crying
Close to distance

Too close to me.

The cage you're forging
is fare too large
for all I should be denied
and far too small
for all I want to put inside

Too close for me.

The fire you've started
leaves scars on my mind
prints on my body
chains on my soul.

Too close to you.

Meet me in the woods,
the wind will caress
the stones that are left
and we can burry my
fear
next to yours.

I want you to hurt me.
But I will never tell you.
I want to see your pain
reflected in my body
your ideas
mirrored in my mind.

I'm feeling kind of blue
and I'm feeling damn close to you.


Guilty Conscience

I am afraid
to ask for your dominance
to ask for your time
your consideration
your power
your pain

My soul is already
kneeling on the floor
begging for more
asking for your dominance
asking for you
to turn me down
to change me around

I'm afraid
to ask you to enslave me
to lay my life into your hands
to open up the last defence

I'm afraid,
asking for your dominance
your power over me
and your happiness

It is not the right time
it is not the right place
i am not the right person

you deserve better than that
you deserve stronger than that
you deserve more submissive than that

I have no right to ask you
to consider me
and a have a bad conscience
for even asking

I have to
but I only want your happiness
knowing I can
never be yours to share it.



little girl lost

For you
I returned to this state of innocence
for you
I opened a book that was closed
written in blood and pain
for you
I found her again.

The little girl
that knew so much,
saw so much
that thought she could
touch the world
with help of pain and a master.

The little girl
that knew this was not a game,
that knew how to serve,
that knew how to beg
that knew how to endure.

The little girl
that bathed in pain
like in glory
that was fed on devotion
addicted to dominance.

For you
I found her.

The little girl
that ran away one day,
without a word
without a note,
never to be seen again.

The little girl lost.

For you
I found her again.

She would not answer my questions,
she would not believe my lies,
she stared at me out of the mirror,
full of fear.

I found her.
Now it's your deal
to bring her back.
For your sake.
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